She found it easier to crawl inside herself instead of trying to connect.
Easier by far than to connect.
Never finding anyone who understood her, she stumbled through life…
Wanting more but not knowing how to get it.
How do you know what you are looking for when you don’t know what it is?
And so it went. Decade after decade of wanting something that eluded her.
She thought a few times she had done it. She thought she had figured out the system!
She thought that she had found someone who would get her.
But that had been untrue. Alone again she wandered.